Between the shadow and the soul

Well next week it will be a month that i'm working at my mom's office and right now i've nothing else to do. so i'm writing
and when i think about it, i have not much to say!

I finally did it! After 5 years, I have now all the seasons of Buffy on dvd!!!!! My boyfriend think that i'm totally weird 'cause I'm happy about that! But I can't help it! He don't understand why I'm so attached to this serie and I don't ask him to understand! At first, he was really opposed to this but in the end, he's more "tolerant"! And he's not groaning when I watch an ep so  think that there's still hope for him, not to love the show, (you love it or not) but maybe, I don't know but the point is that there's still hope!!!

 

I love speaking about nothing, i think that i'm good at that! But i also love to think about thing that no one ever think of, i love to understand everything, it a way for me to control what's all around me.

Because I need to understand and sometimes i realize that you can't understand everything, that there's not always a reason for things. That things were just meant to be!!! Me a fan of buffy who needs an explanation and reasons!!! How funny! Anyways, i've understood that you can't always explain everything and control everything but it keeps mystery!!!

M	Mischievous
A	Appreciative
R	Rare
I	Irresistible
N	Neglected
E	Enchanting

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Yesterday, my boyfriend offered me a lava-lamp! Yeah! And I love it!

And this week end, we plan to go to Disneyland!I don't know why i love it so much! When I get there, i became i child again! All of the worries fly away and you don't know why but you're happy! It's a place where you can forget to be mature or adult or anything like that! You don't have to behave as other want you to! You're just being you! And it feels good to lead you're life as you always wanted to! Even if it's only for a day or two. It makes us dream and believe in our dreams. And i think it's the most important, believing in our dreams! I think that dreams are important because they make the life worth. Give us the strength to go on!

Dreaming, believing in our dreams is a way to escape when it's too hard or just to "dream"!!!

It's maybe why i love Buffy/Angel love story! Because it makes me dream!!!

It's been a long time! Yeah, i was busy with all of these exams but now, i'm free! Yeah, the good point with College is that we've got very long holidays! Means much time to read!!! I'm looking for fics, long fics because i've got the time for it!

Right now, i'm struggling with a link that doesn' work!!!GRRR! Is there anyone who knows where i can find an available link to Vatrixsta fics?It would be a great help!

 

Hey! I have been busy with my birthday party and my exams so i haven't take the time to post on my LJ.

So, about my birthday party, it was great, at least until midnight! Because after, a friend of mine gets drunk and spoiled the mood! And i was so angry at her! Because she get drunk to forget something instead of speaking about it with friend! And i think that it was egoist from her because she spoiled my birthday party which i wanted to be perfect! In the end i've learned a lesson, nothing can be perfect!

As for my exams, I don't really know what to think about right now! I don't think i've failed but i don't think theses will be the better marks of my life! I just hope that i will finish this year!!!

Oh! I forget to talk about my birthday presents! So my boyfriend gave me a mobile phone (nokia 3220), my mother a white gold ring, my sister a dvd and natali imbruglia's new CD and my father gave me a new screen computer, my best friend: some books for baking cakes and other sweets, my other best friend: some escada body lotion, a new bracelet, earings...

Yes i can admit it, i was spoiled for this birthday, but what can i say, i'm not 20 everyday!!!!

So i wanna thanks all of my family and friends for thoses wonderful presents!

Yeah, I'm old now! LoL! Ok maybe I'm not that old but I've changed of decenial so I think that counts!

I will tell you later what my friends and family gave me!!!

Bye!!!

Yeah , in 2 days i'm turning 20. I'm afraid!! LoL! No I'm not afraid, I think just impatient to be 20. 'Cause I would have birthday presents and I'm actually wondering what it would be, and then impatient because I'm having a party with one of my best friend to celebrate it. I just hope it would be as good as we planned!

Impatient because I'm going to see my best friend, he's in a kind of way a part of me! When I think about it, I think he know me better than I know myself! It's a kind of strange realtion between us. We're not lovers! LoL, but in a way, I love him! But I can't explain why, just that I love him. But it's also more than that! Maybe it's what we called frienship! Everyone says that you are who you are on your ownself, but, I think that I know who I am because and thank to people all around me that I love. The people for the one I really care!

I'm me through Flo's eyes(my best friend's name) or through my boyfriend's eyes. Most people says that be who you are and don't care of what other people could think of you! In a way it's true, don't bother to listen to people who don't know, but in doubts moment, take relief in your friends, and listen to them. Because they know you more than you think.

I think that frienship is not as much different as love! Because in both case, it's love, not in the same kind of way but it's Love!!! So what love rules our world, or maybe just mine!!! And where is the problem?! As long that I don't hurt people with this, I Will Love!!! As much as I can

Whoa!! Okay, maybe I get a little drag away from the firt sujbect of this post but, what can i say?! I agree, I'm really, really talkative!!! LoL !!! And Maybe it's a luck for english people because I can't speak as quick as I do in french!!!

And by the way, as example of this: "Forever, that's tha whole point...!"

Thrusday, it's my birthday!!! And I plan to have a new hair cut!!! Something with some kind of blonde strands of hair!!! I hope it will look good!!!

Today, I've passed my 1st exam of this semester. So in a way, it's one of the last one. Just 5 exams last and I'll be free for 4 months!!! Yeah, I know ,university is great! By the way it went well. It was about The Empire with Napoleon 1st!!! Yeah, i know, for someone who dislike history, it's not really interresting but if you wanna know, Napoleon Bonaparte was born 15 august 1769!

LoL!!!

Just 10 minutes ago, a strange guy came to speak with me!!!! He was a real pervert and the worst part was that he don't know it!!!! Wanted to do things with me that i wouldn't actually do with some stranger!!! My boyfriend yes but not him!!!! It was disgusting! I'm not prude usually but it was really weird to listen those kind of things from him!!!!!

LoL! It's the last time that I answer back to one of this pervert!!!!

Yes, i'm really disapointed!!! LoL

I can't add my new and 1st icon to this post!!!

So okay, I can say that I know how to make icons but not how to post them!!!!LMAO

Hey guys! This is my first icon! And I'm proud of me!!! LOL

I've thought that it would be more difficult but hey, I did it!!!

The other day, some crazy told me that being 20 changes everything! I don't really think he's right! In a way, i would maybe be 20 but it won't change my mind or the way i think in just 1 day. It's stupid to think that human brain changes so quickly, I think we all need time to construct ourselves a,d be what we all wanted to be!!!

I'm struggling with my computer which spent its time to have problems. It does want to switch off, lol yeah i know, sometimes i speak of my computer as if it was a person but in a way, it is. You have to be really intelligent to be so stupid!!!LoL

At first, i wasn't a great fan of AU. Now i realize that it's a good way to makes things happen as we want to happen. Things that couldn't be done in cannon fics. I think it's a easier way.

I don't wrote fics, ok maybe one but in french and not as good as the one of Tango or Akay, Ducks, Gia , Sarah, Indie, Edel... (and i think i forgot much). Even if i don't write, i think that it can give more freedom (or liberty, i don't really which word i should use, if anyone wants to explain me the difference, i would be glad) to write whatever those wonderful author have in mind. But on the other hand, the author that can keep the 1st spirit of the serie and make it change in the way they wanted are really good.

There's one fic that i think can explain this! Is anyone have already read the series by Ducks "Something Old"?

I think that it was the 1st fic I fell in love with.Unfortunately, the book 5 is missing! Yeah, I know, i'm not really patient but, as i said earlier, i don't like "no end"! LoL

So i hope this fic or this book at least will be updated soon!